One day, I was walkin' down the streets Looking for anything. Any surprise. Feel like a treasure game on a rainy day. Then it happened suddenly. I saw, I saw. And there it was fallin' down under my feel. Then.You know.It had something spiney head. And I was goona touch it. Then I got a pain. My fingers painted in blood. But I feel so fine. Nobody could find out. But I knew, I saw. I don't care. If nobody can love it. Oh yeah. Because Ah hahahaha I've got a felin' in my hand. It's a lemon, lemon, lemoned I scream! One day I was walkin' down the street. Lookin' for the music. Any surprise. Then it happened suddenly. I hear. I hear. I don't care. Everybody so hate it hate it. Because Ah ahahahah I've got a sweet poison cake. Gonnea be high. Take me higer higer. I've got a sweet creature song. It's a lemon, lemon, lemon & I scream. I've got a sweet broken hearted machine. But I like it ,like it. Oh, what a sweet monster people. It's a lemon, lemon, lemoned I scream! 也许你会说：多么俗气的小标题，不过我不在乎。 很偶然很偶然在车上听到这首歌，隔了一定距离，从耳机里隐隐约约传来HIDE戏噱搞怪的声音——忽然发现今天是六月末了。 过去的几年间，每到5月2号，都会以自己的方式来祭奠HIDE的，然而今年全部忘记！走在街上承受不住热浪的袭击躲进沙龙一直聊天。 那天我很开心。是的，很开心。 曾经伤感地看X-JAPAN的演唱会，TOSHI如泣如诉的声音，YOSHIKI暧昧情色的鼓点，以及HIDE古灵精怪的鬼脸……直到自己受不了把电视机关掉，难过半个月。 曾经在午夜的灯下写《ENDLESS》，眼泪滴在床单上。后来《界音》用了这篇稿子，再后来《界音》欠稿费，我再也没买过这本杂志…… 不知道从哪天开始，VR淡出我的生活。它们曾经如此激烈鲜明热情沉痛地闯入我的世界，用鼓点用吉他用贝司的撕吼还有尖利低沉的各种声音。如斯媚眼如兰吐气，本该是女人的特权吧？本该…… 喜欢HIDE是他自缢前没几个月的事。我从来不敢说什么“我是听着他的音乐长大的……”之类的话，没有资格吧？虽然谁也不知道资格到底是怎么回事？长大又是由谁定义的？总之，在那些身体疯长而精神相对落后的日子里，他的音乐给了我许多幻想的空间，自由的渴望，理想的期盼……等等等。 今天，在偶然的场合偶然的时间偶然地听到这首歌，歌声不变，人却不再，我不悲伤，因为已经度过那段岁月。 尽管还是会怀念，怀念曾经如此爱你。

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我去找首X的歌贴进来……

毕竟是日本VR的代表乐队嘛……

偶也是从小听到大的……

错了……应该是LAMENT——HIDE，曾经如此爱你

……这个我不得不说，抱歉……

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怎么现在网上X的歌全是垃圾混音版。